Wow, another Thanksgiving come and gone. This year we just had my parents, my brother, his wife and daughter, and I. I guess it was pretty good. At the table I couldn’t really eat that much because I was thinking about what I have to go through once I get back to Tallahassee and how much I do not want to go back. I guess you could say that I lost my appetite. To be truthfully honest, this thanksgiving has kind of sucked. Last night we had my cousin in with her fiancé and it was like eve...
The first job I ever had was a salesman at a boat store. Naturally there are terms or lingo that is commonly used. One of the most frequent ones or phrases I guess I should say would be “closing” a deal. Most of you probably know this but the natural progression of buying or consuming a good usually stalls out at the last decision process and so it takes a little coercing to “close” the deal. Well, I have come to a distinct point of recognition. From my view I suck at “closing” a rel...
It has been awhile since I have written in my blog. Since I wrote last time I have experienced so much with the fraternity that it is amazing. In a way it has been a blessing to me becuase before I got involved with the fraternal activities I would have tons of free time and I was really wondering what I was going to do with myself. At that time all I could really think about was how my life had completley changed when I moved here and my exGF broke up with me. Now, I really don't have an...
Check this out....this is where I went last night with a bunch of fraternity brothers...it was pretty creepy...I'll explain more on it later http://sunland.inferno-x.com/ http://www.livejournal.com/community/sunland/
Remeber the article I wrote about rejection and being replaced. I knew it would come eventually....it was only a matter of time....but it was that time that was so hard for me to accept. The official date is the 15th day of September, in the year of 2005. What I am listening to is Reliant K: I watched the proverbial sunrise coming up over the Pacific and you might think I'm losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics... 'cause I don't want you to know where I am 'cause...
From one of my classes I have found that Human Dynamics is probably one of my favorite new things to study. In particular I especially like the areas of negotions, conflicts, and interactions. I guess the reason that I like it so much is that I dislike having to deal with it. Personally within the past few days I have had the pleasure of dealing with "deciding actions" and decisive actions. How do you know when you have gone far enough? How do you know if you've gone too far, to the poin...
Music is truly amazing. I find that it is music that conveys thoughts and emotions that we often times can't explain. Sometimes I find that when ever you are either down in the slums or up in cloud nine, there is always a song that matches. I think this one is appropriate. I miss the look of surrender in your eyes The way your soft brown hair would fall I miss the power of your kiss when we made love But baby most of all I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in...
It is 1:22 am...there are people outside my apartment complex screaming, throwing bear bottles, and spinning their tires out on the concrete. In addition to that, I have a gut feeling about something really bad and I can't sleep. Rejection and Replacement has to be one of the worse feelings in the world. When nothing goes right and then you find that you are slowly being replaced by someone else...is the worse thing possible in my opinion. Probably worse than being spit on. It is the fea...
A Neurologist MD/Psychologist PhD that is a good friend of our family once told me that, “for every emotion that we experience and feel is the result from a chemical that has been injected into the pathways of our brain.” That has always been perplexing to me to think that of all the emotions that we have a fluid shoots into our brain. I mean where do all these fluids come from, let alone what specific reaction triggers these? Is there holding tanks from which these magical chemicals spew ...
I am really astonished! I didn't think anybody would read my blog, and then before I know it three people respond. I don't think I know two of the people but I thank you for the respone for any form of encouragement always warms a mans heart. I had two things on my mind today. Traffic, which I realized was a blessing and dreams. Since coming to Tallahassee and attending FSU the only really "bum" thing that I could think of was the traffic. Since I am a business major I have to par...
Wow, it has been unbelievably long since I have written on this thing. Thinking upon the purpose of this thing, it was to fill a vent or a stress relief outlet. Kind of like when you have that special someone to talk to and share things with. Well thats what this is for me. Now that I have lost that someone it is back to the blog....ha ha sad and dysfunctional, I know. I am now at FSU. I have friends here, but it seems no one that I can really talk to. I guess there is no way to re...
In the average life of a college student, it seems that things are pretty relaxed except for two times during the year: the beginning of december and the end of April/beginning of May. At these points in time teachers realize all that they have missed or gotten behind on in their curriculum and so they try to cram as much material in at the last second just to make the people above them happy. In a way I kind of like this because it puts you under a lot of stress to make critical decisions...
Spring break 2005 has come and gone…and what to I have shown of things that I have accomplished besides a 40 hour work week, a sun burn, having to replace two tires on my car, and a sense of un-satisfaction? My original goal this week was to go to FSU and scope out places to live and the type of environment there. Unfortunately, things turned the wrong way and not only is my FSU Business school acceptance taking forever, but OW doesn’t want to let me graduate because they said FSU wouldn’t ...
In my last blog I was supposed to have reconciled the common opinion of my G.F. and write my true feelings about her. Instead I wrote about my feelings about the break up. I guess I got misguided because it seems like all the negative comments were on the break up and getting back together, there fore that is what I addressed. My intimate, emotional, and personal feelings would have been a completely different story and that’s what this one is going to be once I lay some things out. In li...
As promised yesterday to many of my readers…an update. Well, these past two weeks have been really crazy with school and everything else climaxing at the same time. It seems like this semester has been very evenly paced until now, right before spring break happens. I guess that’s the way O.W. runs. In addition to this I got a 36 hour flu virus that was not fun. Thankfully though, the GF came over to my house and took care of me during that time. I have been kind of too busy to write...