Wow, another Thanksgiving come and gone. This year we just had my parents, my brother, his wife and daughter, and I. I guess it was pretty good. At the table I couldn’t really eat that much because I was thinking about what I have to go through once I get back to Tallahassee and how much I do not want to go back. I guess you could say that I lost my appetite. To be truthfully honest, this thanksgiving has kind of sucked. Last night we had my cousin in with her fiancé and it was like eve...

The first job I ever had was a salesman at a boat store. Naturally there are terms or lingo that is commonly used. One of the most frequent ones or phrases I guess I should say would be “closing” a deal. Most of you probably know this but the natural progression of buying or consuming a good usually stalls out at the last decision process and so it takes a little coercing to “close” the deal. Well, I have come to a distinct point of recognition. From my view I suck at “closing” a rel...

My number one pet peeve in the entire world is when people stand you up for no reason and then they act really gay and immature denying the whole thing. What is even worse is when it is girls. I can honestly say that there are hardly any girls that I know that have true character and are genuinely nice people that are single. Almost all that I have met are conniving, lying pieces of crap. I was talking to Jessica last night on my cell coming back from a party and I told her that we should...

I've always envied doctors and I thought it would be an awesome profession but it was my common belief when I was younger that you had to be really smart to go into that profession. I've written on my blog before about the thought about going into the medical profession and how I've had many outside influences telling me it is the place I should be. I just found out that my cousin, who is somewhat smart but not that bright, is attending med school in the Cayman Islands through the Universit...

It is so wierd how dreams that you have or maybe even moments in the past stick with you and never go away. I've come back for the summer and am sleeping in the bed that my ex and I use to sleep in at night and each and every night I have dreams about us and battle with restless sleep. Even when I just lay down memories automatically come back which put me in a depressed mood. Is that sad? Here it is not even a year later (9 months to be exact) and she is off married and I'm still single ...

Awhile back ago I was sitting in a movie theater with someone and I saw the previews for the movie Tristan & Isolde. My first impression was the remake of romeo and juliet reincarnated and it was another sappy story that can easily be thrown away. I really didn't give it another thought until tonight when I was in the movie store. I had a couple of different movies in my hand that I was debating with. Then I came upon Tristan & Isolde and I picked it up just out of curriousity. For some ...

I really can't believe this. I just found out that the girl who I was in my last serious relationship with for over a year got married Saturday. This literally blows me away! We dated serriously for over a year and were so into getting married to the point where we were informally engaged...yet less than six months later she is running off with someone else. Does anybody else think this is a little fast?!? I mean I guess I could be optomistic about it and say that she found "the one" but...

Wow, after two semesters off at school at FSU and I finally get a chance to recollect at what has happened and what I have I really got accomplished. In all actuality I really haven't changed or learned that much over the past year. The only positive thing that I think has happened is that my brother and I have gotten a lot closer. When ever we were younger we were so different that we didn't really get along that well and in fact never really bonded at all. But since we both moved to Tal...

Something is really not clicking. I don’t know what it is. This is the second failed relationship attempt this year. The first one was because we were not that compatible and the second one was because she thinks that some things that she does counter to my personalities are annoying. I tried to convince her otherwise but she just said that she couldn’t see it working out. Then the conversation was over and then we hung up. I don’t know what it is about myself…am I too intense or seriou...

And yet the saga continues…it seems another girl friend here and gone. What is it these days? I mean this time I didn’t even really do anything to piss her off and then she ends up getting upset and acting all weird. This one was really nice too. She wasn’t in any way a model, but I didn’t fall for her because of that. It was the inside of her that I liked. I mean very genuine and kind and probably the nicest girl too. Plus, she actually had ethics and morals. The pitiful part is that...

Two and a half years ago during my freshman year in college, I was given a CD filled with songs from a play that I had never even heard of or cared about. I was told by my music teacher that I was going to be singing a duet with a girl that I didn’t even know and that we would be performing it at a concert with the show choir. At first I was pissed because I really didn’t want to stand out and have to sing a song that I didn’t really feel like singing. When I first heard the song I thought...

In no way could I totally recap what kind of B.S. and pure hell my life has been, in a sensible fashion that would be time efficient and readable...so here is basically what happened to me and my reasoning behind it. I have been Pledge Class President for what seems like an eternity....all just to turn over the reigns at the last second.... my room mate went and bought me beer at the service station last night for hell week....he put it in my trunk.....I was driving home and then a cop pu...