Wow, another Thanksgiving come and gone. This year we just had my parents, my brother, his wife and daughter, and I. I guess it was pretty good. At the table I couldn’t really eat that much because I was thinking about what I have to go through once I get back to Tallahassee and how much I do not want to go back. I guess you could say that I lost my appetite. To be truthfully honest, this thanksgiving has kind of sucked. Last night we had my cousin in with her fiancé and it was like everybody had someone special with them except me. This is the first time since sophomore year in high school I have not had a girl friend here to eat dinner with my family. I’m not saying this makes or breaks a holiday, but I really value having someone that you can bring home and spend time with the family.
I guess the perfect dream would be me meeting this blonde haired, blue eyed, tall girl at FSU that I could bring home for thanksgiving and Christmas that loves spending time with my family, smart, energetic, physically fit…..but I guess there is a reason for everything and right now is not the time for me.
One of my friends pointed something out to me that was frightening. 90% of the time, if you don’t meet a nice girl in college that is a prospective life mate by your senior year when you graduate from college, then you are pretty much screwed. Because after that you go off and start your career and you don’t really do that much except for go to work and go to some night club or bar. Of course then the argument comes forth that there are tons of girls at bars and night clubs; I don’t know about you but most of them are not the kind that you can take home to your parents, or want to have a binding relationship let alone make babies with. As I look upon my situation and realize that I only have 14 months left (of which two of those months I will be out of the country), it slowly puts me into a sadder state of mind. Sure, I guess a lot could happen in 14 months, but I really want to date a girl for at least two years before I marry her. When I look upon my situation it really starts to put me in a sadder state. Ha Ha…I guess I know what I want for Christmas. But for some reason I don’t think I’m going to get it.
Best Wishes, Josh