The first job I ever had was a salesman at a boat store. Naturally there are terms or lingo that is commonly used. One of the most frequent ones or phrases I guess I should say would be “closing” a deal. Most of you probably know this but the natural progression of buying or consuming a good usually stalls out at the last decision process and so it takes a little coercing to “close” the deal.
Well, I have come to a distinct point of recognition. From my view I suck at “closing” a relationship. When ever I meet girls they tell me that I look good and that I am a really awesome guy and then…..well I just hit a dead end…..I can’t “close” the deal and take it to the next level. I mean I see most guys treat girls like trash and yet they stick with him!! What in the hell is up with that?!? This is really a concept that I never understood. What really makes the whole thing grand is when ever you approach them about it and you get the response that he treats me like that cause he loves me….or I know he treats me like that but he is good guy. I mean deductive reasoning tells me that since I treat girls nice and I get nothing from it, then maybe I should start treating them like shit? I don’t understand it…
I am currently at a university with 40,000 students with 53% of those being girls, but out of all of them I can’t find one. Sometimes it becomes blatantly obvious that I am doomed to be single the rest of my life.
I am so lonely and tired...I can't wait to be at home but for some reason for what?? What is there at home that I have to look foward to...I mean sure for parrents and family...but what else is there for me there?? Let alone anywhere?? I don't have someone to come home to back home and I don't have someone here....