what dreams may come...Hopefully not this one.
I am really astonished! I didn't think anybody would read my blog, and then before I know it three people respond. I don't think I know two of the people but I thank you for the respone for any form of encouragement always warms a mans heart. I had two things on my mind today. Traffic, which I realized was a blessing and dreams.
Since coming to Tallahassee and attending FSU the only really "bum" thing that I could think of was the traffic. Since I am a business major I have to park at the woodward garage #1 above the bookstore. Unfortunatley, that is the parking garage that most people use so I usually have to get there at 6:30 to get the parking space that I want. On Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays that usually leaves me with an hour and a half before my first class. On Tuesday and Thursdays it leaves me with THREE hours before class! It is kind of crazy but actually I have come to realize that this whole thing has been kind of like a blessing from God. The next logical thing that comes to mind is how can traffic be a blessing from God? Well, since I have to get there so early regardless of the day it puts me on a regular schedule that allows me to read my bible and do a devotional for an hour, and then either take a short nap or go work out! Normally I have a very hard time committing my mornings to reading the word and praying but now I think it is the best time because in addition to doing my daily devotional I also get to watch the beautifu sunrise every morning. I can tell truly how mutch of a blessing it is in my life because I get to see the beauty of his creation every morning, plus I get one on one time with him! Once I get done I head towards class in an awesome mood ready to tackle the rest of the day in the right way.
One thing that always seems to fascinate me is dreams. Not as in like ambitions that you strive for, but as in the thoughts that run through your head at night when ever you are sleeping. In fact, it felt like I dreamed all night; from the time I put my head down till the time I pulled my head up. I had three dreams, two that were about me and my ex-GF and then one that was really kind of wierd that I can't figure out. The first two I told my ex-GF about on the phone. Those two had us spending time together in different situations. The third one was very long that seemed to lapse over a time period of a year or maybe two? It went something like this...
The first scenes were just my daily routines of waking up, going to school, and extra-curicular activities. The wierd part was that during all of this I had a girl hanging out with me during most of the parts. It wasn't like a side kick or anything crazy like that! It was more along the lines of someone that you spend time with. For example, sometimes this girl would come over and wake me up in the morning and I would drive us to school. We would hang out and study together around campus and we go to our different classes. Then we would get done with our classes and then go run errands together, go to study groups together, and lay by the pool together. Just the daily things that I would do, she would be there most of the time kind of like a companion. We would go to social events together and do a ton of fun stuff. Like sometimes I would go out and have to do something or go to the gym, and she would surprise me when I got back and just start cooking dinner or just do small cool things like that. Sounds great doesn't it?!?? Well here is the freaky parts...The girl, she had no face. It was kind of like when ever someone goes in on a computer in photoshop and whites out someones face. I could even see her hair. The dream felt so life like that I felt like I could touch or smell her! And she smelled good too! Kind of strange huh? Well, at the end of my dream we ended up even studying abroad together. It was a blast but on some of the last days we were sight seeing and something wierd happened. We were on top of a sky scraper in Asia somewhere and she was looking down and said to me, "Hey look down there!" When I did look over the edge I didn't see anything....then she pushed me off and I fell 1500 feet straight to the ground!!!
And then that was the end of it! How creepy or wierd is that?!?! I am a normal person and this is just really odd! I normally have really awesome dreams that are always really happy and nice. This one was just strange. I didn't tell my ex-GF because I really had no clue what it meant. Maybe that I should watch out for someone trying to get close to me!??!?! I don't know...Someone like that would be nice but I think someone else is trying to send me a message?!? We will just have to wait and see!
I have a college republican meeting that I have to go to.
Until next time, Josh