Congrates on the new job, hope it is everything it sounds to be, and it actualy will help out in the future, whatever you might have planned for that. You have strong oppinions and have set high goals, good job with that, but they can be hindering you. Everyone tells you, even your closest friends to have fun and be normal, your still a "kid" still living at home. Maybe one reason you are having more trouble with relationships then you were hoping is that you are trying too hard, as with everything else that you do. Everything that you do you put extreme pressure on it to be prefect, except cleaning your room, Keep the hard work up and goals high, just ease up on the normal kid side of you and see how that goes. Dont be so up tight and cocky. One low grade is not going to kill you either, it just shows that you are normal, just like everyone else. Get away from home and experience life down at UCF and see how your goals could change with the influence of other minds, not just those you are used to. More on my mind but not for here. Thanks for the place during summer, it allowed me to think more.